I’m so alone…… I will be all alone in Kemahiran Berfikir dan Komunikasi next semester. Boohoo. It’s terrible. How can I survive without my friends? See, the “smart” me registered for that course and I got the group that we wanted. Group 5. Now Grace, Sze Sze and all can’t get into group 5 because the class is full and they can only get group 2. I’ve been separated from them. How can I survive with no one to help me with assignments? Sean, Jinni and all are also in group 2. I feel so all alone.
It’s time to be independent.
Next semester will be a busy semester again. I’m gonna work 4 days a week. Earn more pocket money to save. I think I’m beginning to be more money minded. I’ve already plan a savings plan. But I know that when the time comes and when I’m tempted to buy and shop, I will buy and shop. And there goes the plan down the drain. I shouldn’t be thinking so much. Must enjoy my holidays. Gotta rest and work later.
In less than 2 weeks classes will begin again. It feels like holidays just began yesterday. One thing I’m really looking forward to is my next holiday. Can’t wait! Can’t wait! I hope I’ll be motivated to study hard and do well. Then holidays will be more meaningful.
So it’s true. We can time travel. We can’t go back to the past but we CAN go to the future. In fact, we are traveling to the future now as every second passes.
Time is swinging by so quickly that every second should be appreciated. So quickly time passed. It feels like just yesterday she came. Now my grandma has arrived safely in Melbourne. Oh, we miss her so much. The last time she came was two years ago. And every time we take her to the airport, it is that same feeling again that overwhelms us. The thought that that might be the last goodbye. Will we ever meet again. She’s getting old and her legs weaker. We wonder if she would come back again. My grandma lives in Australia with my aunt. Air tickets are costly, we can’t afford. All we can do is to hope and pray that God will provide that she might come back again. We owe thanks to my dad’s bro and sis for taking such good care of her. My grandma is so blessed to have such great children. Her children are my role models. Waking up this morning was easy as I had to register for my courses online. But getting through this morning was tough because she wasn’t around. No one to disturb me in the middle of the night. No one to chat with me the whole day. No one to tell me where one wants to go. No need to arrange the busy schedules for everyday. I miss ‘working’ for her. It was my pleasure. I know, I must. I must grow up. Hellos and goodbyes are part of life. But I can’t help but to have this sad feeling in me. It feels like something is missing. Oh, I look forward to the new semester and the semester to come. Because I know just maybe she might come back again when I finish my 2nd year.
They say there’s no place like home.
Well, at this very moment, it is somewhat true. But I felt very at home there in Singapore. Oh, I miss that place so very much. Late last night Jeremy and I stayed up late to make cards for some friends who were going for a mission trip to Thailand. We slept so late that at 4am this morning, we literally dragged Jeremy out of bed to send his brother to the airport. When we were there, Jeremy was so shy that he did not dare give the cards to them. Such a cute scene. I miss that boy so much….
I miss Singapore…..
I’m having an awesome time…. hehe…. Guess what I got?
Yes, a lego chess set. My uncle and aunt bought for me. =)
And….. they also took me to a sushi buffet today. Not only that, we went on the Hot Air Balloon. Super cool.
